it is so awkward between you and i. i dont want this. sititng next to you, seeing you everyday making this worse. ignoring you now isn’t the answer, but tell me, how the hell am i suppose to answer to your question. i dont ever want to hurt you, but if i keep ignoring you, it will also hurt you. you make this so difficult.
Ex-bestfriend, you’re a really shady ass bitch, i wish i can just get things straight with you. I wish you can live up with your words and actually say it to my face instead of using that fucking low trick. But I’ll be the bigger person again, and let it go because I seriously isn’t worth it, go and try to hurt me, I admit, it did get to me, I was thinking of taking revenge but...
- Delena, Han, Vi & I are fail at ditching Thieu Nhi. we went to Burger King, brought french fries& chicken nuggets. & then we went to the restroom to change our uniform, all four of us in the restroom, we were so freaking loud. Bags & jackets hanging on the door knob, so I guess it got too heavy weights it down and then unlock the door. We didn’t know until this woman open...
Sophomores been trolling Freshmen all week since...
“Don’t hate me cas’ I’m beautiful.”
I use thesaurus and pink word i dont know that sound smart so that the teacher think I’m smart (:
*Reading to kill a mockingbird* Someone: Is it really a sin to kill a mockingbird Mrs.Soares? Mrs.Soares: I don’t know actually, I’ll ask Jesus when I see him next time. Mark: Wow, she is so old, she knew Jesus. Class: LOOOOL.
Emily: Cute people are always taken! Me: I’m cute, STILL SINGLE DAWGG. Emily: Nice joke. Me: -_______-
I hate it when people try to ignore their heritage, like acting dumb not even knowing their own language to seem them act cool because they’re afraid people would judge if people know they speak a certain language, they’re afraid people judging them calling them a fob. In my opinion, they shouldn’t even care and should be proud of their race instead of being embarrassing. Ahhaa,...
- I really need to catch up on school work. My grades are all B now, barel;y any A at all, disgrace to the A-sian race. - I was watching Pursuit of happiness, it really open my eyes on a lot of things. Happiness is something you have to pursuit, you just don’t given happiness. - I wondered why the fuck does I never attract to guys my age but always much older or much younger. - I really...
Sergio: Are you a model? Me: No? O_____O Sergio: Lying, yeah you are! Me: uhhh, nooo…. *walk away* @ locker room fixing my makeup. Emily: you look beautiful. Me: thank you. comments like these make me smile <3
March 5; freshmen, we have last place but it felt...
First period; shit, watch twilight zone, fucking scare the crap outta me when they show the face of the man, ahh, i jumps & screams hella loud, people were looking, lol. You guys already know what typa person I am (: Third period; fun fun fun friday, so walk and talk with the crew. we didnt have to run laps (: Lunch; Han give me the hot dog, i ate it anyways cas’ she couldn’t eat...
- I lost my Ipod, shit, wtfucccck man. Imma die, you guys can burry me when I’ll kill myself now :( - This week, it have been up and down, up and down. I don’t even know anymore. Today, we’re like stranger, maybe it’s me but there’s something about you that just pissed me off, I need time I guess. Or just a lot of space, I don’t know what’s going on in...
*Jomari & Philip walk by* *this chick hit Philip back pack & then turn around* *Philip turn around & stare at me thinking I’m fucking weird* *me look at him not going what’s going on* *froze* *he walk away* Me: b-b-b-but, it-t-it wasn’t meeee! *buddy & tien cracking up from behind*
- today, ms.reid is being a little bitch. so ctang told me they have a pop quiz in period 1, so studying studying! & then period 4th, i ask her, she told me no quiz, its gonna be tomorrow, & then we were all chill and relax, and then baaaaam, pop quiz. she being a little bitch, & a fucking liar! - my friend betray me, freaking vi & han snitch on my wifey! lol, hse got mad but I...
- Sabrina & I have a fight today, during P.E, dead silent. It was all about stupid Devil exist or don’t exist. But she yelled at me, scream in my face. It was the worse feeling ever </3 Delena & Vi were there to comfort me, it gets real awkward then. But we couldn’t stand being mad to each, it have not even been a full 12 hours yet and she apologized, I apologized. <3 -...
- I run, I was fucking sick as hell, it was the mile test, the one that actually counts. I gave up, so fuck that. 12:45. But then guess what? I fucking pass?!?!??! Like how the hell did that happen? I was like there have been a mistake because I’m pretty sure I failed. I feel like I dont deserve being pass even though I was sick and try my hardest to run. But oh well, God love me<3. -...
So like this Tommy guy.
I scare him, he literally scream and out of breath when i came over to ask him for a pencil. He jumps and scream. Saaad, everyone was looking. It look like he was dying just seeing my face. wtf man! so i walk away :(
I saw Hien.
Awww, elementary memories. he beat me up though. saaaad, like a mini 7th grader beat me up. he’s half my size. fuccck it. lol, I miss him so much <3 I him calling me fat women. I miss chasing him on the play ground @ coral with his friends trying to hit on me, “older girls”. lol.
Hieu & I walk home together today, it was cold but all worth it. We have good laugh, he make me crack up, and somehow, butterflies get in my stomach, and i like it <3 But OHHH NOOO, NOT AGAIN. A tiny crush? ehhh..
fuck this. Not even gonna date it. I’m too lazy. fail
So like i kinda late and such but yuuuuup, so saaad. not gonna able to write this daily but whatever, i’ll make it as a weekly entries from now on. so let’s recap what happen this week. Went to Oranger leaf with Vi, & then went to ash wednesday. I gave up facebook for lent. havent went on since wednesday. & then yesterday, sat. wake up @ 6 o’ clock and get ready to...
Fridaaaay, went after school with vi. we stay after school with mslinh. listen to her love story, true <3 its so cute and then funny shit, i was plaughing so hard, ogtta go peee. lols, this dude brought me chocolate <3 aahahhaha, and then we all got bored so ms.linh drive us to lee sandwiches, it was fun. we got sandwiches except for thong, he got com tam, lol. well, after that drive back...
Braces got off. Retainer sucks. Went to P.E, was hella tired, people were all over people, I can tell that I almost fainted. Sabrina was being her usually loud & hyper, but somehow, today, I didn’t like it because I was tired. The day got worse and worse…..
Sat. We have our Thieu Nhi Nghia Si challenge game thingy, JEPORTY, OR SOMETHING? O_______O . Cana, our group lose. so next week, we gotta be tied up together & run around the room 2 lap. :O
Mall with my twin. We tried some cute dresses on for Military Ball (: Saw Diana P. all the middle school memories rushing back <3 We play the claw game thingy, I won the first 3 round, but I gave the turtle pokemon to this kid, it was heartbreaking though, the turtle was cuteee. whatever, i was being a good person. Walk to In and Out, the food was good. We jaywalking waaaay too much.
I’m 2 weeks late, oh daaaam. Well, went to Baoy, Duy & Tien birthday bash. Daaayum, hella people got wasted. Dien lost his pant, ahhaa, stupid. Tien was drunk, Steve was slapping her & she fell down hella time….CRAZY SHIT. Buddy drink, :( but it’s all good, Son was there, protecting me, he was watching out for me from the bad stuff. LOVE HIM <3
Mall with mom, Oaktridge. It was long and I got tired…. so went back to parking lot, waited and waited….. She still hasnt come. i sat there shivering for a long time, mommy go shopping way too much! -_________-
Cousin Vivican called & ask if I wanna go see a movie with them, Gnomeo&Juliet and I say yes, got ready, their parents pick us up. the movie was crowded, saw diane & john. & then went eat hella shit. mcdonalds. & then went to jump city. funnay (:
Go to Wal-mart, brought stuff for cupcake & then walk back, bake cupcake, it s was good :D & then went to Vi’s birthday, with the main. got ready & dad drive me to her house, we didnt got lost this time. lol!